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Thursday, April 15, 2010, 4/15/2010 11:04:00 AM
Alot of things happened recently. None of them makes me feel happy. On Sunday, i have had a sleepless night and followed by a Tuesday dawn, i have had a tough night. So much so that i hope both of the days, the news that were broke to me, they were just lies. My grandfather (GongGong) left me on a Tuesday morning. He left alone. When we rush to the hopsital, all that was left was a cold and expression-less GongGong. He once told me this when i visited him last Tuesday, "Nobody came to visit me today, you are the only one. GongGong is old already, and useless so no one wants me or even talk to me." I replied, " No, at least i am here!" All these while, little did i expect that when he left me, it would be heart brokening as I am not particularly close to him since young. However, after all these while of visits i have paid to him, i think the bonding was built and it was there. My deepest regret was that i didn't have the time to visit him on Sunday, when my parents did. GongGong, remember that you are not old and useless, you have to be strong. I am helpless in stopping them to jab you even when you're gone but i know you will be able to withstand the pain for the one last time. When you're there, no one will jab you and feed you medications that you don't like and you don't have to live on machines anymore. No nurses will tie you to the bed to restrict your movements too. GongGong, remember to have a smooth journey over there. ps. The only thing that i am happy about was that i did manage to do something for you before you left me. I will always remember that. Labels: 公公不会没有用了.
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