Saw you last night, you didn't grow old or looked mature at all. You are still you. Thanks for remembering that I'll be turning 21 this year. Thanks for the SUPER early Birthday gift. You make my day. Days without you can sometimes be unbearable, but i often remind myself that without you by my side i can always be stronger, mentally. Sometimes i wonder, if days are reversable and I am able to return to those days, will things be different? What will happen to me before and after? Am i really ready to let you go? I doubt so... ...